Pregnant! Finally!

It's been a long time since I've updated my blog. After my miscarriage in year 2014, my hubby and I decided to change to another gynae instead.

We've booked our appointment with Dr SF Loh from Thomson Fertility Centre and started our new ivf cycle. We paid about $10k after S4k deduction from medisave in total for the whole cycle (excluding the initial medication and other miscellaneous fee). We have retrieved 29 oocytes (one good thing about PCOS is I have lots of eggs), but only 18 where fertilized.  We were also told to proceed to O&G Clinic at Thomson Medical Centre for Intralipid drip (~$220). I shall skip waiting part for viable scan etc to the result :). I am officially pregnant with a singleton. YEAH!! 

We went for Anomaly scan at week 20 and it took us 3hours as our baby is not very cooperative :( and we have a baby boy on our way!! As of today, I am 5 months pregnant.

what if...

Think i jinxed it again. Was thinking whether to break good news to our parents on 26th Aug and its gone by 28th. Guess we really have to listen to what our elders said. Do not announce arrival until 3 months later otherwise bad luck.

Was resting on bed when it happened on 27th Aug.. Felt a gush and i ran to the toilet leaving trail.. Stuck in the toilet but notice the bleeding did not stop. So i quickly dial for cab and rush to hospital. Called my hubby while on the cab.

Called Dr Yu and inform her about my situation and was asked to go O&G instead of A&E. Waited outside her clinic and as soon as the room is clear i rush in. She did a scan and confirm its still intact. She ask me to register for admission. She also ordered progesterone shot to be administered when warded. We waited almost 2 hours for the ward until i got pissed off. I ask the nurse to administer the shot but she had to get clearance. After asking a few times, finally they gave me the shot. 

Rested at the nurse room while waiting for bed. They were serving dinner when i was wheeled to the ward. 

The ward doctor came with 2 trainee doctor and i got a shock. There was a miscommunication somrwhere and when the doctor come he apologize about miscarriage. After clarification he mentioned there's a mixed up with another patient.

But true enough, when i did a scan this morning. Its gone. I'm angry and at the same time sad.

Sad about the lost. Angry with late administration of jab and ward. Angry with the miscommunication. Somehow i lost my faith in ivf and SGH. Everything was soooo sloooow. I keep thinking.. What if they administer the shot asap.. Could the ending change?

What if........ 

At the end of the day.. Back to reality.. What's gone is gone and never coming back..

Good to see you again!!

And YES!! I did not jinxed round 3 and finally after a long wait here's my little fella!! And YES!!! There's a sac!!! Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dr Yu was abit worried as the sonagraher spotted a blood clot as well. Need to monitor closely.

Round 3 Frozen Embryo Transfer

Well, i guess I've jinxed round 2.

So here's round 3. Ding Ding!!!

Round 2 frozen embryo transfer

Don't want to jinx it.. so :x

Round 2 Frozen Cycle

After resting and grieving for about a month, we decided to continue IVF since we still have 8 frozen embryos.

Time to start jabbing again..
Hello Estradiol Valerate, Lucrin and Cyclogest....

Week 7

Having bad vib today after the scan. The sonagrapher told us we should be able to hear their heartbeat or at least see the yolk sac. So far none of both...

Babies please grow well!!

After seeing the sonagrapher, we met up with Dr Yu and she confirmed there's no yolk sac thus ask us to prepare for miscarriage.

We arrange for a date with the nurse to perform evacuation of uterus on 29th April.

Bye bye babies....